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Friday, August 1, 2008

There Isn't A Title For This One....

So, there has been a lot going on since my last post....
I am a grandma (omg....lol) - Charles James Anthony was born May 31 and he is a cutie! As soon as I figure out how to post pics, I will get some up.
I have disposed of the biggest fucktard known to man. But I am glad because he is the biggest fucking loser EVER - stuck in the 90's (the bad part of the 90's none the less) he is the cut your own hair mullet king that doesn't know how to brush his teeth or shower (the stench makes me want to puke sometimes) and he thinks that he is God's gift to women.... he was a lot different in jr high - most guys were... He thought that I would kick Chris out and let him move on in with me and take over my household when he couldn't even hold a job... he would constantly bitch about Chris and what a loser he was when HE was the real loser. I am really glad to be done with him. I don't think I ever really wanted to be with him to start with, but it was a little flattering to have someone act so head over heels for me... My life can gradually go back to happy now maybe. If I were to ever leave Chris (and oh the thought has crossed my mind more and more lately) it sure as hell wouldn't be for Ed, Earl, Duane or whatever he is going by now days..... I kicked him to the curb in my red high heels - lol (I guess that would have to be my black Chuck Taylors - LOL)
I have become a scrapbook junkie. It is spectacular therapy..... I have more product than I will ever use, but there will always be something to create I suppose.
I have cut myself off from most of my friends because I no longer know who I can trust.
I haven't cut in about 6 months.... the last one was bad enough that I needed stitches, but I didn't want to tell Chris and get yelled at for cutting, so now I have a super ugly scar on my arm that will probably never go away. Oh well - it can be a reminder I guess.
School has been harder - I guess it is supposed to get harder, but it would be okay if it were something related to what I majoring in... sheesh.....
Well, I suppose I am done rambling and I need to go sort through some of the stuff we brought from storage - the whole freaking storage unit was emptied into my office..... freaking shoot me!

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