.....

I can totally see my life doing a major 180...
I hate how things are right now.
I need to fix things and make them better.
I am scared to be alone though.
I don't know if I can handle it....
Too many emotions over too many things I suppose.
And over too many people...
Why do I fall so easily?
I wish I could be more cold hearted than I am.
I need to be able to stand up for myself...
And find other ways to deal with being hurt.
Maybe one day.....
maybe.